Today went pretty well, and pretty badly at the same time. I weighed in at 149.9 and was careful with my eating. No junk food, and I boiled three eggs this morning to have something on hand later in the day. That was a good strategy and I will try to remember to do that every day. The kids and I had a happy day together, but inside, I was not doing well at all.
I was quite depressed. I think the reality of this situation is setting in, and the thought of not sleeping properly and fighting my weight and irregular periods for the foreseeable future... well, let's just say that's not a good thought. We didn't go to the gym this morning, as we were both really tired, and I hadn't had a good night. We are going to go tomorrow for sure, though, and I'm already looking forward to it, which I think is a good sign!
I feel better in general tonight and am hoping for a much better day tomorrow.
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