Okay, so I've been AWOL for the past few days. A week, as it turns out. Well, I have been very tired. It made sense to me over the weekend, as I went up north to get the kids on Friday and didn't get home until 1:00am. The rest of the weekend was a blur. Oldest daughter broke her wrist on Tuesday. Packing the kids again for camp next week on Wednesday night because Thursday, Friday and Saturday are full days. Yikes!
Well, Monday's weigh-in, had I posted here, was 148.1 and nothing has changed. I have tried to get my eating reined in, and I seem to do well until the evening, or my emotions are running so high that all I can think to do is eat. I did great through the day today, and then someone left a loaf of fresh bread on the counter beside the butter, and I had to eat a few slices. Brutal. There is no way I'm going to be ready for a triathlon in September at this rate!!
My chiropractor friend gave me a tube of progesterone cream that she wasn't using, and I have been using it twice a day for five or six days. I don't know if it is making a difference, but here it is 9:20pm and I just want to go to bed. I have been sleeping very well, but we haven't gotten up once to go to the Y. Just too tired in the mornings. We are definitely not in a good routine.
I am not in a great space in my head. I feel fat and lazy. Undisciplined. I am really hoping things turn around soon. How? That is the big question.
Yuck.
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